Brothers and a sister

sometimes i wish i don't have brothers like mine. I keep taking care of your feeling. Trying not to hurt yours and not to make you mad at me. But you will and you were never understand that. I know what i did and i know what i have to do. Don't call me with anything that you want to call me. Its hurting me and will always hurt me. Im trying to make you guys happy but all i get is just your babbles and critics. Stop make me cry like a child. Im not a tears-waster. Please, begging you. I know im a lazy girl, but don't think that im a burden in this family. I'll prove to you one day I can be a woman, a succesful woman. If I could tell you this, then if you could just understand how i feel when you guys do that to me, Life might be easier and happpier. Thank you anyway.

Examination

If you really study then its gonna be easy like a peas! But if you're not then its gonna be hard like hell! Please, its Mid Term Exam so be nice. Do it best and get the great result. You will if u try but you wont if you just playing around with your shit attitude. Come on, Girl. Dont humiliate yourself in front of your friends. You can be better than before if you change to be better. Love yourself or else you'll lose everything you desire to have. You have five more subject papers to have. If you really want it to be great then you'll have to burn the midnight oil. Okay. Gbye and Salam.

p/s : Goodluck to all exam candidates :) All the best!

Mother's Day

Assalammualaikum kawan kawaaaan! Hye there also! Dengar tak lagu saya? Lain enn? Harini kena lah tukar sempena menyambut Hari Ibu. Ikut theme sikit :) Okay so today is 8th May kaaaan? Hari Ibu lah tuuu. So kepada yg ada ibu, go cepat cepat wish. For yg dah tau, baguuuus :) Hari Ibu tak semestinya kena bagi present yg mahel mahel dkt our mak kan? Kita boleh tolong dia buat kerja dia, kemas rumah bagi berkilauan bak Habib Jewel, tolong urut urut dia mcm mesin urut Ogawa. Present jugak whaaaat?! Taaaapi yg dah terlebih banyak duit tuu, apa salahnya bagi Ferari sebijik, banglo satu ke kann? Hahahaha woaaaah. Kalau la mcmtu punya anak, gerenti mak dia sikit pun tak membebel. Asal bebel je, nah Habib seguni :D Okaaay, cerita sekarang ni nak cerita pasal mak saya. Saya ada dua mak. Woooah? Adakah ini bermaksud ayah saya kahwin dua?? No way mayn! Saya ada seorang ibu kandung dan juga seorang ibu yg tak kandung. Ibu kepada kawan saya yg dah saya anggap sebagai ibu sendiri kerana keprihatinan nya kepada saya. Ecehh :') Saya sayang dua dua ibu ni tau. So saya akan bercerita tentang ibu saya dulu okay.Ni lah mak saya. Puan Wasitah bt Tukijo namanya. Isteri kepada Mohd Ishak bin Sayuti. Ibu kepada Mohd Faezal, Mohd Hatta, Mohd Rasyidi aaaand yg paling cun Siti Haida :) My mak seorang yg garang mcm singa. Auuuum hiihi sorry mak. Tapi betul laaaa. My mak susah la nak cerita. Saya ni ada angin kejap kejap sayang dia kejap kejap mcm haih mak ni menyampah la. Ye laaaa, suka sangat nak marah. Mana tak bengang enn?? Hm, tapi dia tetap insan yg paling saya hargai sbb dia yg melahirkan saya. Membawa perut yg memboyot yg mengandungi anak tak reti berterima kasih*saya lah tu selama 9bulan. Setengah mati meneran mengeluarkan saya ni sampai tumpah darah berhari hari. Sedih pulak hati ni. Bila saya berhenti melihat ibu saya dgn pandangan ketika saya kecil, saya mula memandang ibu saya dgn pandangan bahawa dia lah insan yg melahirkan saya. Saya tak tahu lah mcm mana mak saya boleh tahan dgn saya bertahun tahun. Even when saya buat salah pun dia tetap maafkan saya. Terima kasih mak! Segala penat lelah dia menjaga saya dari kecil sehingga anak dara ni, sikit pun tidak diminta balasan. Sikit pun tidak meminta bayaran bergelen gelen susu, berjuta juta peluh yg dikeluarkan utk menjaga saya. Tapi sebagai anak saya sikit pun tak pernah nak hargai. Sering kali nak menyakitkan hati nya, sering kali jugalah nak meninggikan suara. Haaaaih, berterima kasih lah kehadrat illahi dikurniakan ibu yg sebegitu. Buruk baik dia, dia tetap mak kau. I'll promise u one day i'll pay your jasa with my kejayaan, Mak. Pray for me. Amin.
Thats the story of mine, lets hear anotherOkay, yg tepi dua tu anak Pn Wanmah bt Mohammed. Ibu kepada my beloved bestfriends Madubali and Maduwanita and other four daughters and one son. She is the most strongest mother i've ever been with. Dia lah ibu terbaikk wok! :D Tak reti erti mengeluh dan penat. Insan paling sabar saya pernah jumpa. Paling disayangi diantara anak anak nya :) Sporting habiss! Saya kenal ibu ni sejak saya berumur 4 tahun. Sampai lah sekaraaaaang. Lama enn? Cik Wanmah atau lebih mesra dipanggil ma dikalangan anak-anaknya, suka bagi saya nasihat tau. Family diorang ni sumpah baikk. Buat saya rasa mcm family saya jugak. Cantik enn Pn Wanmah? So kepada bapa bapa yg ada, jgn harap lah sbb En Ishak bin Ismali sudah memiliki wanita ini :) Cehhh ayat entah apa apa lah kau ni Haida. Errr sorrry -.- Okaaaay, saya suduh kebuntuan idea ni. Nanti rasa ada apa apa nak ditambah, saya tambah okay.

So sorry lah kalau post kali ni jiweeeeng habis and merapuu gileee. Beg thousands sorry. Im just a normal human being. Cehh tiba tiba. Okayy., for the ibu ibu Happy Mother''s Day! You guys the best human being in this world! :D Aaaand to the two mothers Selamat Hari Ibu. Saya sayang Pn Wasitah aaaaand Pn Wanmah :)

Gbye, Salam :)

A Half Monday With Madubali

I LOVE YOUUUU MADUBALI :)

Camewhore at Cameroid.com

Assalammualikum peeps :) Today i spent my evening with my little cousins. I miss them la woh. Tadi diorang datang and rumah jadi mcm kapal Titanic nak tenggelam dah. Hahaha okay Titanic lapan ratus kali lagi besar dari rumah saya. Saya tauuuu -,- Then, boring punya pasal terus lah bergambar di Cameroid.com Segala mcm benda yg ada dicuba tadi. And semua gambar kelakar gilaaa. Hahaha okay Fithri mmg pemalu pada awalnya tetapi lepas tu amik kau semua gambar dia. Sorry tak berapa nak banyak sgt gambar sbb banyak yg dah delete. Okay jeng jeng jeng







Okay, being crazy is fun sometime right? Salam, bye :)